aq dh xheran lg,,,!!!

pe org nk kte2la,,,
aq ckit dh xheran lg,,,pe yg aq th skrg aq hpy ngn idup cmni,,,
aq xperlukn ko lg dlm idp aq,,,
perlu ke aq stia ngn org yg dh buang aq dlm idp dia???
aq ni bknnye mke yg xth mlu nk terhgeh2 kt ko,,,
slme aq kpel ngn ko,memg aq hpy tp qa lg rse hpy skrg...
slme ni bkn aq yg minta kpel ngn ko...
ko yg beria2 ajk aq kpel,,,
ble aq dh trme ko buang aq cm org yg xde prsaan,,,
ps 2 ko mki aq bkn2,,,
memg kt inbox ko aq tls aq cyg kt ko,,,
aq xnfikn pn,,,
tp aq jd mrh ble org yg aq cyg sgp mki aq ni cm2,,,
ko pkir aq xde ati n prsaan ke???
lom pernh aq cyg kt jtn len cmne aq cyg kt ko,,,
tp ko sndri xphm ngn pgai aq lg,,,
padahal dh dkt 1 thun lbih te kpel tp ko xknl lg pgai aq cmne,,,
terpulgla ko nk kte pe,,,
mlut org aq xleh tutp,,,
kalo aq terhgeh2,,,mryu2 kt ko,,,bknnye ko nk trme aq blik,,,
so lbih bek aq bg kt org yg ikhls cyg kt aq,,,
aq xpernh minta ko cyg kt aq???
aq xpernh minta ko stia ngn aq???
aq xpernh minta utk ko berkorbn dmi aq???
smle ni aq cyg kt ko ikhls dri ati aq,,,
tp ko yg slh agp,,,n sbb beg pn ko sgp ptskn aq,,,
k fine,,,
AQ BERJJI PD 1 ARI T,,,AQ AKN BKTIKN PD KO YG AQ HYE CYG KT KO SORG JE,,,
N PD MSE 2 BRU KO TH ORG YG SLME NI CYG KT KO,,,
DH MTI TGLKN KO UAT SLME2NYE,,,
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